I am procrastinator.

I agree that I am a procrastinator and I need to find the cause as soon as possible that what are the things that are making me a procrastinator. I don't have to do those things which makes me lazy. I need not to sleep. I need to apply the Uberman's sleep. Ah ! Ok, I agree now what I have to do. I will now not sleep even if I am tired very very very very much.

Lack of motivation.

My motivation when it is, is of great kind, but when it is not there I am very feeble and very weak. I want to be always high self motivator. But there are certain things that make me weak in motivation. My sleep and certain other things are there which make me very weak. I know that what I want to do and for what I am living here on this earth. I do whatever suits to my heart. So, I want to always touch the sky. I know that there will be light somewhere if I will keep moving. And I will find something great at the end of the tunnel. I want to be great, my thinking is great but when it comes to a practical level, I lack there. So this is the problem with me. I don't want to be like that. I still in so many years haven't yet been able to know myself to my fullest. I ask from God that every person should be given a full control over himself. He should be allowed to do whatever he wants to do. But Ok god gave you everything, control also but with a thing called laziness, which is of course very bad and every great should try to save him from it.
"Keep doing practice, don't sleep and keep and running towards your goal, I know I will reach my destiny because I am the master soul of my destiny and no other and no other."

I will be an entrepreneur.

I will be a great entrepreneur in near future and I want to be breaking all records in the field of CS in future. I want to be like Mark, like Bill who are my idols. And I pray from God that oh God please give me that much amount of power, that much amount of freedom to express to the world what I am and what I am gonna do, don't ever let me feel afraid, let me feel drowsy, give me the power of working for 24 hours continuous. I want Uberman Sleep, I want that I only sleep like Bill gates who just come into their room, rest for only some time and Bang again !


I need to have a great idea for doing such great things, if I need to bear Bill gates, if I need to beat Mark, I need to beat sleep, I need to do so greatly in the field of technology that no one would be able to imagine even what I am and how I have done such a great thing. Just heard the rumors about Google launching something type of social networking like Google.Me to beat facebook, well facebook can't be beaten easily. Someone who is interested to beat facebook need to do something extraordinary and mind blowing. I also hope that next year i.e at the age of 16-17 I will be launching something very great, preferably in the form of a website.
The new movie about Mark Zuckerberg, The Social Network have become a motivational source for me to do something great ! I shall first focus on only one thing and that is nothing but my IIT JEE Goal. If I will clear JEE with a rank under 1000, I will be doing great, really great in whatever I wanted to do afterward.
I will use this source of motivation of becoming a entrepreneur as a motivation for me to clear IIT JEE and thus I will be doing anything for my IIT JEE. Go to hell all those who think that I am bustard, go to hell the whole world who don't want me to be successful because "you don't get successful without making few enemies."

Need to burst.

Is Facebook your time passing machine ? Whenever I used to start my Internet from my PC, the first thing I do is open facebook, ah how stupid thing it is and how stupid others are who are using facebook. Do you thing I have enough time left that I give half of the time to facebook in nothing but just gossiping and do foolish things. You have to be big now, you have to leave this childish behavior and big doesn't mean that you have to be dominating over others, in my sense big here means you have to control yourself. You need to something with your sleep. Well I just have another paragraph to write on. Here's my story about my sleep :

Yesterday, I went to bed at 12:00 am in the midnight. In the morning I had decided that I will be waking up at 4:00 am and its 7:04 am now, I had alarm also set for the 4:00 am. Today this morning when I wake up, my alarm was broken into pieces and the battery was out of the alarm piece. HOW DEEP MY SLEEP IS ? I wonder you deep my sleep is. Yesterday I enquired about sleep patterns also and came to know how to reduce your sleep drastically with the book "How to hack your brain ?" The book says that if you need to hack your brain you need to skip all the unnecessary stages in the the sleep, there is only one stage necessary in the sleep and that is REM. You can then take short naps in 24 hours period to complete this REM and not doing anything. This method was supposed to increase your creativity drastically and I have found that all great men of the past century had this sleep from Nicolas Tesla to Lenardo da Vinci, all follow this polyphasic sleep pattern.
To clearing of my JEE 2011 there are some problems always, following are my problems regarding this :

• I am too talkative that changes my mood of studying whenever I become crazy about talks and I enjoy a lot with my friends. 
• I sleep too deep, so I need to control my sleep and practice the polyphasic sleep pattern.
• I do facebook a lot so I need to leave it.

The possible remedies of above problems are itself created in my mind, but I fail every time when I have to apply these things to my life. I am good theoritical person and a bad practical person in matters of life and other things.
The first thing that is talktiveness can be reduced if I maintain my talk sense in a good way and don't be influenced by the world.
The second thing about sleep is difficult to control, but I here by believe that I can control my sleep drastically and will be doing a good job in 2-3 days.
The third thing is left from  NOW and even now if I do facebook is only and only for very very very important work. Don't even open the facebook in your free time (oooh , I don't have that free time also).

Facebook is addiction !

I thank Mark Zuckerberg, my hero of course for the thing he has made, but it wastes a lot of time of students like me. Facebook is crapbook in fact. You need to have a lot of control within you, within your soul, your heart to control whatever going around you. Internet is a gift to me but if used in wrong sense is bad for everyone.
Well coming to that point again, I was about to say that if facebook used in gossiping and wasting your time without any logic then its no fun there on facebook. I see facebook as a platform where people of different kinds can share their feelings and be helpful to each other when they need to. But the current trend in facebook is nothing but just keep logged on to facebook for the whole day and waste your time seeing your friends' comment on someone's post and nothing all after this. This is really humiliating.
I have decided now that from now I also will not be using facebook forever because it is just too addicting for me to cope up with. This is something that is destroying more than thousands of Bill Gates to do something like this.

My addicting computer !

One of the bad things about me is that I am a very addicting person to computers and Internet. Internet is like a knowledge boost to me and facebook is like a honey dropping from the heaven to me. This addiction perhaps is the biggest reason why I am not today what I want to be. Well this is wrong to say, because I am till now not anything, I must say that this is the reason that would be responsible for making me a little unsuccessful then what I would be in the future.

IIT JEE, my goal !

IIT JEE 2011 is the aim for perhaps the next bill gates who is writing this blog. Yep, its not a joke I want to be the next bill gates of the century after Bill gates and Mark Z. They are my heroes and I also with my computer techniques and my dedication towards the computer I want to do something not even thought by anybody on this earth. I want to be the NEXT BILL GATES.

But there is a problem, I am from Kerela, India a country where if you want to do anything good you have to clear some important entrance exams where you need to study forcefully what you don't want to do. So I also need to clear IIT JEE 2011. That's what my site also suggests you all.

I here need to clear JEE 2011 to get admission to one of the reputed institutes of the country.